Fight In The Wolf

Download the full album free here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: A bullet skimmed my head I suppose I pulled the trigger Well the temptation was too high They say the skin must shed Before it gets thicker Got to keep waiting, roll the die Recount my problems I never asked that I be special I'm so crestfallen Give me anodynes to take the edge off My mood swings swoop like fighter jets I lose myself in dreams That flicker into nightmares I medicate but still fall ill Hard truths with chems I ease They sicken and excite me I hesitate but can't resist Recount my problems I guess I hoped that things be perfect I'm so crestfallen Where's the antidote? I'm infected Have the jury reached a verdict? It jumps from a spark so small Soon my soul's firewood for the inferno I'm alive in the flames but so cold in the dark It rushes, carpet to wall In the glow I'm infused but it's hell though I can't silence its name, can't let go in my heart I'm ripped by the jagged edge Every cut is a gush

Download the full album free here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: Deep down in my soul A little crack's become a hole A bitter man has sunk quite low Ripped a patch that's poorly sewn Deep down far inside There's a fear I tend to hide There are tears I never cried Can't believe I never tried When you left The door swung open In words unspoken I was bereft Now you're gone I have no focus Got heavy shoulders I can't move on It's hopeless I just want you to know You were right I loved you so My heart is yours to own Forever I just wanted to say The chance I didn't take Will always haunt my days Forever Seeing you walk away Eats into me night and day Keeps me fooling my own brain An IOU that won't be paid Seeing you with someone else Makes me feel a fucking mess Has me seeking out revenge Trying to even out the debt When I think My thoughts they shame me Subconscience blames me I'm on the brink Now and then Wish I could glimpse you Tell you I miss you Spend My whole life with y

Download the full album free here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: I close my eyes And the memories are muddled I'm so damn tired All my senses are dulled My hope has died My extremities are numb I fear my time will soon be up God forgive the horror I have witnessed The evil I have known Oh what I'd give to hear the clock that ticks So sweetly back at home The unburied fallen rot and stink Becoming heroes caved in stone Will the wicked ever be forgiven Will we reap what we have sown? I hope my words can make it out of hell Wish me well I've lost my mind I'm sick with trench-foot and despair If there's a god he's blind We've filled a cesspool in which to bathe We've crossed the line The kiss of death is in the air Their silhouettes are everywhere My soul is forfeit, black as hell from the Deeds that I have done All I know is torment, my heart is dead Yet it beats on to the guns Broke my body for a god damn medal Where they've pinned it on it hurts I've grown a conscience and it's

Download the full album free here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: I rode a long way for happiness Disaster at my heel I chose to move on through the crappiness Make madness work for me Each time I lose control I've nowhere to go And no way to show how it feels Each time the dice are rolled My composure holds Like an airbag torn at the seams You'll be fine kid Just fine kid You'll make it on your own Take your time kid You'll find it You'll find your own way home I can't understand all the intricacies My life's a tangled web Can't reconcile all my differences Hope I've learned from all this mess When one door closes Another closes There aint no roses In this bouquet My how I've suffered Has it been worth it? Still taking umbrage Still room for cake

Download the full album free here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: I feel so lost On the cross I bleed Every one of my dreams Stopped across the street And I screamed and called To get off this leash Much I struggled With my burden But could not get free Uh-oh Nightmares in the darkness Nightmares when I wake Every time I close my eyes My whole world starts to shake Oh There's something in my heart here That questions every beat Scrutinize me Exorcise me From what's haunting me I fear I'll never be whole That I'll just never quite be right I'm just stuck here in the doorway Slowly fading out of sight Are my days no roller coaster Did I just waste my time Losing marbles by the jarful I need a paper bag to breathe I fear I lost On the battlefield Every one of my bullets Had poor accuracy Now my inner demon Just won't part with me I'm insane But well aware I'm a catastrophe oh yes I'm frightened of the summit I'm frightened peering in I don't know where to put the bucket To

For Snape Download the full album free here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: Fate had us meet And I thank him for it I felt my heart beat In ballad and sonnet The world conveniently Made somebody just for me For me She showed no fear And harpooned my heart I was out at sea I saw harbor at last Like every good dream I didn't want to know It wasn't real Not real They ask me "After all this time?" And I don't Hesitate or lie I've ached Since first she caught my eye Oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why Even spurned I couldn't let it be I felt love Knock me on my knees I wait for her Underneath our tree Always I will keep your memory Always You'll be safe in my dreams Always My dear we're one forever You'll always be my flower And I your weed The days felt heavy And turned to years I held her memory In my tears I drowned in envy While she found her inner peace When she was taken My life turned hollow I won't awaken From this sorrow I'd give anything Just to give her one more tomorrow

Download the full album free here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: I can see no win I can see no friend Where do I begin And where do I end? What have I achieved What do I believe? Am I under siege When will I be free? Silence from bullets The blood won't wipe away Scars, scrapes and bruises The blood won't wipe away Pulled up from the roots The blood won't wipe away Under the duvet The blood won't wipe away It stains my soul It takes its toll It shakes my core It makes me cold It drains my ammo Maims and harms It pains my heart It breaks my camouflage Where do I fit in How can I find peace? Will the pain desist Will the memories cease? How can I atone Would I retrace the steps? Could I break the mold Can I retake the test? Silence from bullets The blood won't wipe away Scars, scrapes and bruises The blood won't wipe away Pulled up from the roots The blood won't wipe away Under the duvet The blood won't wipe away It hurts to think I pause I sink Can't trust instinct I'm spread t

Download the full album free here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: I've been caught in a spin Lost in time and space In a choppy sea I drift Trying to find my bearings Hit the wrong kind of wind To align my sails and Being cautious leaves me nauseous Deep within I'm flailing Got to stop what I'm doing Before it leads me to ruin There's no real future In the path I'm pursuing There's no point brooding When there's no one looking I set fire to the hoops Before I crash in to 'em Send the boats back Because there's someone alive out here Send the boats back Yes, I was under, but still I breathe Send the boats back Guess there is one more fight in me I was going down, going down But I won't let go I've faced storms worse than this Getting wet hasn't killed me Was born amidst circling fins Resurrection is my instinct I've given up and given in Yet something special persisted Can't extinguish what's within you Give em hell, go with it Got to give it all I've got While my lungs are still

A revamp of my first album. Download the full album for free here: http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: I've been chasing vultures from my mind Knowing the truth is hard to find Escaping nothing all this time The proof that justifies the crime I've spent too long trying to suss the game Missing the point of why we play Winning and losing feel the same And it's all lost to yesterday Days go by and still I try To find the answers, break the pattern Fight the battles, light the lantern Many times I've put my back in I'm on your mind And by your side Your first and last disciple, I I'll be there I have faced injustice from the start Been on a bumpy little track No place to hang my coat and hat No hand to pat me on the back I've been jumping hurdles day to day Right through this jungle of a maze I've had my slumber now I wake And wait now for the storm to break Break the system, crack the safes for nothing's worthy, I am faithless There's no courage, there's no grace There's nothing wo

A revamp of my first album. Download the full album for free here: http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: Been the jump and the thud Been dumped in the mud Held the gun to my skull Bled into that tub Been on hands and knees On the altar with beads Born with a disease I drove into that tree Death can't have me Time won't stamp me Lamb has marked me Damn this darkness Chalk won't line me Black looks grimy Grim won't find me My sins will not blind me yet It aint over Until the fat lady sings Until the choir bell rings Until the barrage begins Because It aint over Til a new day's begun Until the last word is sung Until the battle is won I tell you Tied a noose in the rope Held a knife to my throat Cut a hole in the boat Yeah I've pencilled that note I've written out wills I've counted out pills Stood on windowsills Laid with daffodils I've been lost at sea Been torn to pieces The thorn that weakens The storm in a teacup I'm not sickly Life just irks me My thoughts constrict me But my p

A revamp of my first album. Download the full album for free here: http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: I watch the sun pass through the trees The way the light just frees them I think of all the things I've been And of the path that leads here Head in my hands Have I seen the better days away like sand Down the glass? I can't ask For one more chance to mend the past Oh god I think I'm falling Tell mum I think I'm sorry Went out without a warning Life wasn't so good this morning Lost hope to pain and sorrow Ran out of face to borrow Far too insane to follow I just can't face tomorrow I can't stand and plead For what won't be My heart beat just for me right at the end I catch the thunder through my pleas My prayers they go unanswered I sit and wonder who believes Through all depraved disaster Fell through my hands Could have been but now I walk down the wrong path Like a man Been disarmed But all my chances weren't in hand

A revamp of my first album. Download the full album for free here: http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: Walls are closing in upon me They seem much thicker than they were this morning Ran out of steam, there's nothing left but Nothing feels like it's worth the effort My head is spinning Ears are ringing I picked another shard from my brain Why am I staying? Why am I playing? Why am I waiting for my heart to break again? I think everything is lost Think everything is lost Think everything is lost tonight I think I will feel the frost Think I will feel the frost Think I will feel the frost tonight In my head, a one man prison If I could step out I might be forgiven I move around but cannot break free I quietly wish for the ground to take me Something's sinking Over-thinking I can't be woken, something's biting me Doors won't open I'm not coping I am hoping there's some fight left in me I think everything is lost Think everything is lost I think I might have lost tonight I think I will

A revamp of my first album. Download the full album for free here: http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: I love you I need you I'll never let you go Though I'm troubled I'll be good I'll never rock the boat Even if my heart it breaks Goodness sakes I'll have known how love really tastes Even if our paths turn away And I'm scared I will know I can always say The one Will always be you We'll always be one You're special I feel it I'll never let you down I tell you I'll be here I'll always be around Even if the stars don't shine Through the night I know that you'll always be mine Even if the birds don’t sing Won't give in Think of all the joy you could bring

A revamp of my first album. Download the full album for free here: http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: I've been on a round trip And I've been quite resilient I should be crying fountains But I have kept a stiff lip I've been pushing boundaries But I haven't found fulfillment If things don't turn around quick This path might lead to sickness And every time I fell Didn't think that I would get up I tried to ask for help My instincts were getting fed up On the surface I seem well Down below disease is pent up I've got to break the spell Got to tinker with the set up Dangerous I just might be dangerous I just might embrace the curse I'll just light the taper first Dangerous I just might be crazed enough I just might be frayed/strange enough The gods have forsaken us Ever since I boarded I knew the ship was sinking Deep down there is a hole Where the madness keeps on sticking I tried to climb the rope Still I felt that I was slipping I'd like to sell my soul But the devil keeps on biddin

A revamp of my first album. Download the full album for free here: http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: Right in the heat of battle Became fraught with fear and scattered I caught the disease I'm baffled Always been sincere, unrattled Got tired of walking this tightrope With mild discomfort in my throat Fired at shadows in my soul Mad by design I'd lost hope I'd been on a mission that I couldn't win Been decomissioned, I was wearing so thin Been on a shipwreck and I couldn't swim Been holding a missile and hearing it tick As time makes haste Caught in its teeth I age Want to believe in change I've got to seize that day I cross the pier and wait Hoping the seas will part The more I see the waves The more the fear takes heart The chairs and tables all taken The empty faces so vacant Chasing their tails in frustration I don't play along I've no patience I'm phased, I'm tired and upset Afraid to lie down in my bed The space is taken in my head The gods I prayed to are all dead I believ

A revamp of my first album. Download the full album for free here: http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: Well I can't tell if my lungs are breathing I know I'm not the one who's leaving Hearts in love can be so naive, man Where's my doctor, think I'm OD'ing I can't tell all the things I'm feeling My outer shell is all cracked and peeling My happy place is booked up this evening Sanity isn't persevering I want to tell you I want you to know There's no way in hell I'd ever Want you to go Don't pack up your cases Don't head for the door There are so many places But there's only one home Please Stay Please say you'll be patient Please stay Please stave off temptation Please stay Well I fear I'm not all that you dreamed of You might have other needs to speak of I don't want to deny you freedom I cannot be the ledge you leap from I can update and grow if needed I can land on my own two feet and I can plow on through cold and freezing 5 months clean, taking anti d's now I want to help you

A revamp of my first album. Download the full album for free here: http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: Alone since last whatever No phone, texts, cards or letters It plays like chess for lovers Kings, queens mess with each other How did we lose our grip When did the "love you"s slip Where did the thunder hit Why did it turn to shit Sometimes I break down and cry Sometimes I try to deny Sometimes I'm sad but I smile Sometimes I want to unite We haven't talked I know we've both cried It's not what we want But what has transpired And all of those days When things just went right Seem so far away Like some other life Somehow the fog of war decended Though the pain's remembered Whose damn fault's this sadness How do we sort this madness out? I don't care for this bullshit Laid bare I want the truth It's too damn hard to guess It proves too hard a lesson Walking too fast through the maze Turning our backs to the pain Dragging our anchors away Desperately trying to be brave Sometimes I

A revamp of my first album. Download the full album for free here: http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: I start to bite my nails and feel sick When I think back to '96 Demons I'll never stop burying Coming up faster than I can fill them in Wrap the bandage tight so I can't feel Tight so I can't feel I look down, rub my face and hold my ear Self comfort gestures 'cause no one comforts me A troubled time calls from the past A poisoned ring deep in the bark All blacked out but still a part of me Still a part of me I slept like a baby back then: Woke up crying every hour A great time of fun when kids will be kids Here's to the class of '96 To the class of '96 I start to speak about it but I stop I can't make eye contact, can't maintain my voice I sit in darkness lost in thought Remembering what they have forgot Wrap the armour tight so I can't feel Tight so I can't feel I start to bite my nails and feel so mad When I think back to the year of rat Demons I'll never stop burying Coming up f

Get the full album here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: I thought I'd fail And I would fall But I've found some way To carry on But I drag the weight Round as I walk Don't think I made it after all The things I've seen People I've been Leave scars so deep They'll never heal Just when a wound's About to close Something new Pulls it open more Can't hide from regret Hide from shame One side's been eaten By the flame I can't quite leave it Where it lay Just can't quite seem To get away Come on and shoot me down Come on just take me out Should have gone back then without a doubt Come on, have I made you proud? Come on and shoot me down Come on just take me out Should have gone back then and not been found Come on, have I made you proud? Thought my skin was thicker Than it was I could take a hit And just move on That I wouldn't think These kind of thoughts I could steer this ship In deepest fog I've made bad choices Made mistakes I've shown them all Where I am frail Guess I'm no

Get the full album here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: Miss Capulet sings in my head every day Enrapturing with every move she makes If ever a one-true-love there was I know it's she I gaze upon I can't help feeling I want to touch her But I can't help feeling I might corrupt her We star-crossed lovers face contempt But I still crave Miss Capulet Miss Capulet owns every thought that I have Sparks a force I could not disregard 'Til my very last breath I make this oath To she belongs my heart and soul