Fight In The Wolf

Give me poison in my veins Spray some toxins in my lungs I need some ointment for the pain Some soporific for my blood   Got the caps let's make the purchase No I can't escape its clutches I go round on makeshift crutches Worship daily in its churches   I need that buzz I need that release I'll chase that rush Until I'm deceased   Make me feel nice I’ll have no regrets I'll pay the price Still be in your debt   Sins and needles I need that hit to just feel normal Help me contemplate tomorrow Chase away the day's real sorrow Give a strong template to follow   This endless war shall have no victor In hell the contraband flows quicker I cleanse my thoughts with chems and liquor  My medicine just gets me sicker I need that buzz I need that release I'll chase that rush Until I'm deceased   Just lift me up ’Til both pillars collide Don't lift this curse Until I get high   Sins and needles   Waken me up Then put me to sleep Prescribe me a drug To cure my disease   Sins and needles

A Fallout inspired track set during The Great War Lyrics: The papers say The bombs are on their way The diplomats have failed If you've a rad-x then take it I close my eyes Before we're vaporised And all that's sacred dies And quickly haver my last goodbyes It's over I'm frozen How long before that final explosion? An army poster said "It's all ok" And that "The bad man's joking “Only trying to scare us" But Grandma told me "Time to say your prayers" "Pandora's box has opened" "Only God’s grace can save us now” So many ways I threw my time away And on my final day I'll watch what's mine disintegrate Bright tears light eyes I hear my mother cry I’ll see these people die My fears are keeping me silent I’m afraid and Unprepared and On this day we’ll all be ghosts in a wasteland The commander spoke and said "We’ll save the day“ "We’re going to guard our shores" "And in the battle we’ll prevail” But Grandma told me "Time to say your prayers" "Pandora's box has opened" "Only God’s grace can save us now” W

I'm a loner, far from home My serotonin's running low I'm doped up to keep my hopes up So far I can't be consoled Been a' roaming past this nowhere Show me more than what there is Now my soul has been exposed I've started foaming at the lips Woah! Listen carefully please Stay away from me You don't want this disease You'd better still get tested I'm not quite myself And I may bite when stressed I'll list the side effects Have penicillin ready Where do you go When you're broken-hearted? Out on the boat Can't get the motor-started I've been alone Throughout this whole debacle Been diagnosed It seems this wolf is rabid Oh! I am prone to being no one Self-control is fucking shit I'm a crewman missing movement Go on, throw me in the brig Been a' floating in this ocean In which everyone has pissed Growing cold as I get older Letting go the more I drift Woah! Life's a mystery That I don’t wish to keep Seems I’ve lost the receipt But can I get store credit? Life’s a piece of shit And I can’t deal with it Me,

I cast a net and fret that I will not be eating I’m not blessed with sense Everyone finds so easy Well I try to press ahead The water's freezing Been a better person Since I stopped believing Thank god I wish this fear was less frightening My best years weren’t behind me Wish my tears were inspiring Wish these feelings were silenced I wish this man was an island I’m trapped in an asylum This disease has gone viral Fire a mayday flare, cause I just don't know what tomorrow will hold But who knows some days I just can't seem to care I'm going to row 'til I've worn down the oars I don't want a place in the madness parade I don't expect to get the answers That I plead for In the end I'm sandwiched Between bad and evil Can't express the dissidence Inside myself I made a mess of everything To find the centre I did I hear a screaming inside me Like the screech of a siren My the demons are biting Can't mask feelings with violence My inner beast’s something phallic Don’t tell me not to panic Won a seat on Tit

When they fill in my grave And the people walk away I don't want them to pray Just do not forget my name! When my coffin's been laid And the writing's been engraved I don't want to rot away I've got people still to save (save me) I want you passers-by To acknowledge I'm alive To be someone desired Be fantastic in your eyes I want to be the guy For whom, no obstacle's too high Has no teardrops in his eyes Takes bad fortune in his stride I want to fly But my heels just drag on the pavement I want to inspire Be admired and celebrated I'm Mr Hyde Because of these concoctions I’m taking I want to be the doctor Not the abomination I cry But wait til nobody's near though I want to be a hero But I'm just plain superzero Ka-Blam! I'll never Be the man of the people I want to be a hero But I'm just plain superzero God damn! I try to live day to day Keep the cracker on the plate Try to fill up my brain With distractions from the pain Every slit in my mind Lets the darkness seep inside Tangled weeds creep up the

Something's soured in the night We must purge the rye and rice There's an outage for tonight Slowly snuff the pilot light Bring all the power you can find There are scoundrels taking sides A thousand cowards fled the fight In no towers shall they hide Torch them Smoke them out, shoot the stragglers Catch the spider in its web Whack the viper on the head then March them out to their parapets Line them up and point them out Strike with courage kill the doubt then Kill the boy Don't think, just snip the chord Give him a quick send off And throw his baggage on the pyre Kill the boy Go on and prick the boil Strike swift and twist the coil And watch the man rise from the fire Something's rotten in the broth We must upturn the whole damn pot Cut a bandage out some cloth Amputate above the clot Turn the water into wine Scrub the paint with turpentine Numb the pain with something white Stun your brain a couple times Tonight Hit them now while the lights are dim We'll outflank them in the dark Quickly shank ‘em

For every ugly little act For every word that won't take back For every something there's a reason And a someone feeling bad For every day that falls to waste Let there be something in its place Let me know somewhere I can see There's fate that I can contemplate Oh How I’m nothing if not useless There’s a gulf inside I wander shoeless Every argument is fruitless Someone tell me why I must go through this Love me I'm your son Love me Just this once For all the love that don't take place For every clumsy, cold embrace For every blunder digs a crater The subconscious fills with hate For every foot that's out of step And every excuse that don't make sense For all the hurt that just won't mend That's catastrophic to the health Take me somewhere with no bruises Where there’s someone proud and no one stupid Some day I will do a good thing Maybe be the person that I should be

I see home As a dot in the horizon Sea waves foam And the salt makes my eyes run Torpedoes Hit the last boat, the skies burn From every side they come God damned if the tide won't turn I can't rest Lullabies cannot soothe me Overhead Summer skies hang on loosely Playing with death One more time he just might choose me I threw everything away And curiously I gazed Into the abyss I've seen what I had to see While it was gazing in me I'm being all I can be Life's got it in for me I'm just rifle infantry Into the abyss I learned from all it could teach My grasp exceeded my reach Now I sleepwalk rather than dream Life's squeezing the joy from me Prefrontal lobotomy My feet hurt I can't stand being this useless Stomach churns Darkness dilates my pupils The tears run Like a tap that's been loosened Searching for love and hope Mending the hurt with dope I ask too much I'll never know what the truth is The past sucked Let me contemplate the future Giving a fuck Is nothing more than a nuisance Stupid indeed, but b

When the night has come And my strength has failed Help me fire my gun So I can fight again At the final charge When I cry in despair Won't you take my hand And guide me through the fray Don't let me go (let me go) If I want to stay Don't lie to me (lie to me) If I ain't going to make it Don't leave me naked in the dark (in the dark) Be at my side tonight Don't let me mourn (let me mourn) My past mistakes In my last moments (my last moments) Let me be brave And when my flame has got no spark (got no spark) Then be my friend And let it end When they come for me Won't you be my shield If I cannot flee Oh will you carry me Where my body falls Let them bury me When the tears are gone Will you remember me? Don't let me go (let me go) If I want to stay Don't lie to me (lie to me) If I ain't going to make it Don't leave me aching in the dark (in the dark) Just one syrette, I beg Don't tell me no (tell me no) If I want to pray In my last moments (my last moments) Let me be brave And when I've played my fin

Here I am The task was far from easy Yet here I stand So take me as I am I've travelled far A trampled path beneath me I'd give a damn But I am on my last Night and day Til the cut up ends are frayed Light my rage With a burning trebuchet Strike the cage When the storm comes Hide in the shade I don't care! Don't wanna Don't wanna break! The monster's wakened And it is breaking all its chains Must go tell Satan That I have taken many names Crying now when the cow is milked Won't squeeze it back inside I'm not proud of a lot of things To which my feelings are inclined Fuck life Here I am No manmade cell can keep me No key can bind This fucked up state of mind Through tears and angst I tried to find some meaning But here's the catch There just is none to find Life goes on And my inner voice grows stale Time don't stop While I sit and sob and wail Prime the walls And I'll crawl out Gasping for air I don't care! Don't wanna Don't wanna break! The monster's wakened And it is breaking all its chains Must g

I'm thinking of the past too much King of the class too much Linking the paths and structures The future I cast a glance too much It passes by too much I cannot pass this juncture I long for where the wind's not blowing The air is stale and the rain's not flowing I long to see the grass not growing I want to seize the day but I can't hold on I'm dissatisfied I just can't fake a smile when it’s bad inside I can't be pacified while the sands of time simply pass me by I'm halted by my heart too much I get entrapped too much I'm far too fond of darkness This world needs a firmer hand too much I'm in the stands too much I'm far too far from calmness I open doors that won't stop closing Hold onto dreams I can't see unfolding I crawl out every day half broken I hate each face I find myself clothed in

Break The Curse by Daniel Reilly

When I renew Begin again I walk down a new road With the same old way stops I try to choose I try to change All I seem to be doing Is rearranging chaos Scrub my neck Cancel all my cheques Sand down new decks Tie up all the little loose ends Rhyme off regrets Like the alphabet Make new promises Grow new skin over the old flesh Wherever I go I take the same old steps When the tide gets low It drags in all the same mess The demons know When I'm in distress Let their faces show When I hate myself Like this: Every bad move I recreate I crawl back in through the grate That I refuse to cover Inside this tomb I suffocate I wallow in self hatred While I slowly smother Not going well Still I'm undeterred Have the room swept Have the pressure and the fuel checked Pull up my belt Tie a tourniquet Have some new cards dealt Toast the launching of a new wreck

Through The Looking Glass by Daniel Reilly

Would you believe I strike the heart of the beast I light up fires with such ease I'd like so bad to succeed But I have doubts Caught in the breeze My frown it gives me a crease I'm down but not yet deceased I've got a sting like a bee So pull it out It's been an unforgiving journey It seems I can fly oh my But I insist on running Don't die! I hear the avalanche a' coming I'm shrieking inside Well call an ambulance or something! Been piling brick upon brick Til I'm sure it will crumble Wading through the shit Trying to find a way to under Stand Are we there yet? Can't go back Are we there yet? Hold my hand Are we there yet? No! Well just keep on running man Count out my tears I've got a lion by the ears My fucking life's in arrears I'm a disciple of fear So let us pray Come take a peek My circumstances are bleak I'm switching sadness for grief I'm sick with bad BPD So get away! Think there's a goblin in my corner I'm days from shore And taking on a lot of water Oh crap! I wake with problems every mornin

What's wrong with me? Oh I was born in silence Help me see Remove this thorn with pliers The storm's in me And I am worn and weary I'm all at sea All hope is disappearing My life's a gripping book No one will read A silver hook Where hand should be A filthy noose Slung from a tree This isn't who I was supposed to be I try to kill the truth Before it speaks Patch up the roof Before it leaks Walk miles in shoes On different feet A little tune that I composed with dreams On Help me move on Help me be strong I promise I didn't mean to start this siege inside myself Gone Where have I gone? Everything's wrong I wander in a field where I can't see where's safe to step I took some hits And now my life's gone septic Been through some shit But I can't find the exit I'm on my own I think my soul has left me I'm torn with holes And I am so damn empty Well I've grown disaster Like a boil I've thrown a match Towards some oil This phoney mask Just won't come off Danger's sweet and I've acquired the taste I'm trying

Tonight I'm displeased My hurricane starts with a breeze now This life force beneath me Is nothing more than broken pieces I hold back, frustrated Try to reel in all that hatred Sick of all those smug faces Going to go where madness takes me Why I tried I'll never quite decide I hate you No knight in armour ever by my side I hate you This life disaster still torments my mind I hate you I'd like the rapture to commence tonight I hate you I'm sore and I'm livid I think of all that was but isn't Caught in a spring blizzard Wish I could pay one more visit My head's out the haze now I've been clean for 7 days now Now life has no pleasure Slit my wrists please, with a razor I'm freaking On the rooftops Shouting and screaming For the very last time That I'm leaving My knuckles white And I'm seething I am not fine Not really

I'm a rogue with baby face I sober as I age Some bones I just can't chase This cold, bad world I cannot face My dreams keep me awake But lead me to nowhere A bleak and bitter place My love, my spirit's going to waste Far, far away I want to fly Spread these wings and say goodbye Medicate the pain til it's benign or til There's silence in my mind Help me doctor, make me better I've got problems that need dealt with I am sorry if I'm selfish But I am seeking the cure for wellness Help me father give me penance I am in an awful mess and Ever since I can remember I've been seeking the cure for wellness I have paid your every price The little wolf inside me bites So slay me for my crimes But don't confine me to this life I can't contain what is inside Please drain away this tide Prescribe me something nice That takes away the stars at night Past a heart of shame I want to glide Hide the pain from prying eyes Lie down in vapours til I'm high Above the chains that hold my mind Help me seer, I am anguished I

Download the full album free here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: I think of words to say And though they always sound cliche They put a smile on you And when I hold your hand in mine I remember all the times I've been beguiled by you My days would stop, my world would end If I could never spend another night with you I love you more than I could ever say or shout or scream You are my daydream I numb my mind with drugs Because being alive just sucks And I can see that But when I think of you I could live on a day or two So I go to rehab Woo! When I look into your eyes I know that I could not deny how much you mean to me I love you more than I could ever say or shout or scream The night is young we’ve danced our song And nothing could go wrong the sky it seems so blue You say my name and nothing’s changed I’m feeling so in love With you, my daydream

Download the full album free here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: From you I cannot hide I've shown you every side You're there from spring til fall Through sickness mind and body You've been there when it hurt You've seen me at my worst Cared in my hour of need Been there when I've bared my teeth I don't know what I'd do without you When I self destruct you help improve my outlook You're always there when I need a shoulder And you know I care Even when I do not show it You can pull the reins and tame me When I'm fairly sane Or when I'm acting crazy You can stop the beast getting free You forgive all that I've done You fill the night with sun When mist rolls in at dawn Your light I count upon You read me fairytales You've wept when I've been strange I've caused your heart to ache You've watched me fan the flames You drag me back when the world consumes me When my darkest thoughts scare me and confuse me You give so much that I could not repay When the darkness falls I know yo