Fight In The Wolf

I see home As a dot in the horizon Sea waves foam And the salt makes my eyes run Torpedoes Hit the last boat, the skies burn From every side they come God damned if the tide won't turn I can't rest Lullabies cannot soothe me Overhead Summer skies hang on loosely Playing with death One more time he just might choose me I threw everything away And curiously I gazed Into the abyss I've seen what I had to see While it was gazing in me I'm being all I can be Life's got it in for me I'm just rifle infantry Into the abyss I learned from all it could teach My grasp exceeded my reach Now I sleepwalk rather than dream Life's squeezing the joy from me Prefrontal lobotomy My feet hurt I can't stand being this useless Stomach churns Darkness dilates my pupils The tears run Like a tap that's been loosened Searching for love and hope Mending the hurt with dope I ask too much I'll never know what the truth is The past sucked Let me contemplate the future Giving a fuck Is nothing more than a nuisance Stupid indeed, but b