Thoughts Of A Trillionaire

Just some quick updates. Got accepted into the Black Designers Ignite talk! Also will be working on a medtech XR startup. And a friendly reminder about the terribleness of car centric suburbia...

Today's episode is very... ruminative,... exploratory, and inconclusive. I try to work through my feelings and worries and struggles. I try to figure what makes games so fun and life so... not. How do we make life feel more like the enjoyable game we know it can be? I think there are a number of elements to figure out... Part of this was inspired by this video: https://youtu.be/dE1DuBesGYM

This morning, I read this amazing article https://www.discovermagazine.com/mind/brains-might-sync-as-people-interact-and-that-could-upend-consciousness from this great research https://academic.oup.com/nc/article/2020/1/niaa010/5856030 I also share my thoughts on how to build more fractal communities. Finally, I talk about Hal Elrod's Achieve Your Goals podcast, where he talks about the importance of aligning with your mission to accomplish more goals.

Not Just Bikes made some great videos about some research the Strong Towns nonprofit organization found about car-centric cities. They showed how absolutely terrible, unhealthy, inefficient, ugly, unAmerican, financially wasteful, and all around stupid it is to build cities around cars instead of people. Check it out here: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLJp5q-R0lZ0_FCUbeVWK6OGLN69ehUTVa

I share what I learned about Emotion Wheels and emotional maturity. I also go deep(er than expected) into my problems with Jordan Peterson. In short, I think his ideas on IQ and power structures are inherently biased, limited, and myopic.

Forgot to post yesterday's episode!! I talk about how much I connected with Lex Fridman's Dream, my Black Ignite application, and updates on my project

I go into a tirade about the crazy, paternalistic things nonprofits have to go through, the issues of social media sites created by people who don't understand how social spaces work, as well as the crucial need for a principles and educated approach to designing technology or other services. You can find the research I was talking about here: https://newpublic.org/study/1358/the-signals-in-the-pandemic

I published my first newsletter!! elijahclaude.substack.com I also talk about the Urban Doctor's videos on why lawns are wasted green space and the problem with American urban planning. https://youtu.be/WbdNH8fBtdM

Today I dive into some ideas around subjectivity vs objectivity; why the mind abhors a vacuum and thus why people cling to bad ideas; as well as the nature of consciousness and free will.

Yesterday, I finished my research class (but I'm still gonna go back and look at all the materials!); talked with my friend about playing the game of the workplace; and played Settlers of Catan with my brother.

Today, I share all the projects that I have going on or am starting soon; then I share some ideas I have to stimulate the VR industry through cross platform games; finally, I share my thoughts about the idea that the Luddites were Right about technology and make a case to rehabilitate that term.

In this episode I share the things I'm looking forward to: new projects, new people, promising (but not ideal) career options, and writing about potential positive futures. I think I'm going to try and visualize three futures: humanistic capitalism, decentralized socialism/communism, federated anarchism.

Today I wonder about what I'd say if I was on Lex Fridman's podcast. I also recap my weekend... And even get into some more .. interesting topics such as gender fluidity and VR porn and what it says about the tendency to reduce experiences into overly simplified categories and ideas...

I got some great feedback from my mentors/employers yesterday that really helped me feel better about my competence, it feels good to know you do good work

I was unproductive yesterday... But I was also productive (I hope) by watching more educational content such as PolyMatter, Saint Andrewism, Tom Nicholas, Today I Found Out, and EcoTechBro. How can we better educate and organize ourselves to be better manifestations of nature? I discuss what I learned from my lazy day yesterday and I how I think about moving towards a better future.

Today, I talk about my feeling demotivated and difficulties with routine. I also talk about how scale fundamentally changes the nature of problems and elements inspired by my read through of the polar bear book on Information Architecture. Finally, I talk about what I have been learning about semiotics and phenomenology.

Today I talk about this opportunity I have to take over the arcade I used to work at, sharing the pros and cons

Just recapping the weekend holiday!

I share a bit how my day went yesterday when I was spiraling into self recrimination. I also share what I've learned already from Gregory B Sadler's read through of Hegel found here https://youtu.be/QW8b_cnhql0 . Then I share some thoughts on a convo my fam had yesterday about dating and I turn it into an excuse to talk about my issues with over protective parenting

This is a more low energy entry. I share my feelings of insecurity. I also talk about hip-hop coin.